Well I started to put my thoughts down last night
Only to find that the backspace key was used the most
Finally the depth of the rut I was in struck me
And my daughter decided to become my nights new host.
Hours of images, of words that were said came by
I lay in the bed and thought of all I thought I knew
Realization comes hard when you are as stubborn as me
But I realized that there could still be life without you.
I don’t have to like the path that you chose to follow
Or the man who you can’t get out of your head
I can however start a new journey in my own life
And not sit and imagine you and he spending time in the bed.
So I lean on the friends that have come to my side
I put my words to better use and try to just let go
Time will tell if I will be able to take this path
But it does me not good to sit and wait, this I know.