At times the emotions are so alive
All we can do is try to shut down
Nothing can turn it off right now
Be alone to hide the tears and frown.
So many words already passed between
Too many dreams that weren’t shared
With the joy felt yet with hidden truth
The questions swirl whether they cared.
I’ve questioned so much that we said
Knowing in my heart I tried so much
Leaving me with emotions so confused
While she enjoyed another’s touch.
I can’t condemn or even hate them
But how can I think things are fine
I go on and dream of future times
Wondering if they are only mine.